Like
the bird already have wings. It ready to
fly. to explore the world and finding the new mean of life. The bird already
move from stay and feed by it parents. And now that bird will take bigger
responsibility.
It just
the same like me. in past year i stay in my bad condition. condition that i was
really bad student. And i hope this new year can bring me to the bright future.
I hear some qoutation from my friend " don't
be afraid with the shadow, cause it mean the light around there". Some
time i think that i really in that shadow. May be Since four years ago, i start
smoking. And it begin from my brother. I can say that my brother was teach me
in that time. For the first time i really afraid when i doing that. But time to
time that feel slowly gone. And i just
feel relax.
About
four years ismoke. And my parents never know about that. And i still smoking
until i in eleven senior grader. But i never do that at school or dorm.
But the
story really change when new year holiday. When i and my brother playing in the
sea with my brother's friend, my brother buy two pack of cigarette. We take one
pack when play in the sea. and the other was taked by my brother.
Me and
my Brother arrive at home at 6 pm. And after pray we have family conversation.
We talk about every thing and sharing everything. But the condition really
changer when My mother open my brother's pocket and than find the cigarette in
there. It just like thousand knifehit my mother's heart. My mother ask and my
brother answer the truth that the cigarette belong to my brother. My mother start the tears. And my Father
really angry. They punish us by not talk to us in 4 days. My mother just cook
for father. And me and my brother must go out to eat.
Fasty,
my parents forgive us and we promise to not touch that cigarette. And i stop my
bad habit. And it was my first time that my parent know that i smoke since four
years ago.
And in
this new year. i will not hurt my parents heart. And become nice son for them.
